i never asked for this

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1.
intro 01:36
take me home i got someone to see i wanna go back to 2019 this world is cold im losing sanity my heart is in pieces could you bring them back to me? i never asked for this i never wanted this
2.
tear me to pieces its not like u cared at all but thats my fault i’m scared to see the sunlight its been so long the feeling’s gone and it never made sense to me why out of everything i wasn’t good enough you weren’t meant for me tear me to pieces its not like you cared at all you cared at all i watched you walk away from me the sun set for as far as the eye could see i always sat in the back seat, letting the time pass wondering where you’d gone [carlby] Tear me to pieces It's not like you cared at all And that's your loss I'm scared to see the sunlight I'm a vampire and I fear you're cross Catch another L like I'm Ryuzaki Alone in my own hell 'cuz nobody really wants me Say you're so in love with somebody But it's not me I know loving me can be hard like concrete I'm coming apart at the seams You used to fuck with me so heavy Now we're just enemies Damn you really got the best of me But in the end I guess you'll always have a friend in me [decks] tear me to pieces its not like u cared at all but thats my fault i’m scared to see the sunlight its been so long the feeling’s gone and it never made sense to me why out of everything i wasn’t good enough you weren’t meant for me tear me to pieces its not like you cared at all you cared at all tear me to pieces, pieces, pieces (i watched you walk away from me) (the sun set for as far as the eye could see) tear me to pieces, pieces, pieces (i always sat in the back seat, letting the time pass) (wondering where you’d gone)
3.
lifeline 03:15
i take it back i was a lost cause, i was far gone taken aback remember when no one even counted me in i sit and i think where had the time gone, where had i gone i can’t even think i look in the mirror and picture u next to me again looking for what i can’t see everything i’m meant to be run away from any feeling and i know they’re telling me “i know that you will succeed” but i’ve been fallin short lately and you’re right here in my mind baby i just need a sign i been losing track of time feel like im just passing by all i needed was a lifeline tell me baby where’d the time go? how long i’ve been riding solo i’ve been missing how this felt dealing with what i been dealt and u make me feel like im whole though and you’re right here in my mind baby i just need a sign i been losing track of time feel like im just passing by and all i needed was a lifeline all i needed was a lifeline x2 look out past the street lights and you might see the world that i had for both you and me i can’t stand to feel melancholy after everything we have been through i keep learning from failures but slipping up i keep calling ur phone but u won’t pick up im trying to push through but im still stuck on you like i was that afternoon tell me baby where’d the time go? how long i’ve been riding solo i’ve been missing how this felt dealing with what i been dealt and u make me feel like im whole though and you’re right here in my mind baby i just need a sign i been losing track of time feel like im just passing by and all i needed was a lifeline and you’re right here in my mind baby i just need a sign i been losing track of time feel like im just passing by all i needed was a lifeline
4.
[decks] light fading im waiting give me a reason something to believe in i can’t go back and i know that im desperate and i show that am i right or am i too naive why won’t you leave why won’t you leave [fantasy camp] goin through the motions but we’re faded yeah time and time again it’s still the same shit and im sorry if i ever kept you waiting i just think that we’re in two different places and i know its gonna kill me just to let go but its easier than trying to forget though there’s a place for you inside my heart forever in my spirit we will always be together i won’t let you down again and this time i swear i mean it all good things come to an end and i think we’re both defeated so let’s just take time to find ourselves again and i’ll wait right here to find you at the end [decks] light fading im waiting give me a reason something to believe in i can’t go back and i know that im desperate and i show that am i right or am i too naive why won’t you leave why won’t you leave
5.
good light 02:40
i’m just glad that i’m waking up in the morning it feels like life is frozen, everything is boring i lay for hours just wishing for a redo but honestly its pointless cuz i’ll never get to see u sunsets and unrest and moonlight i’ll always remember when we were living the good life darling, its cold, hold my hand tight maybe soon i’ll find a way to see us in a good light (sunsets and unrest and moonlight) (i’ll always remember) (maybe soon i’ll find a fi-fi-find a way) (darling its cold) (see us in a good light) (maybe soon i’ll find a way, fi-find a way) thinking back its too easy to get nostalgic i miss all the little things, we were magic the rain on my window just doesn’t help with the way that i wish you were here tonight i wish you were here tonight i wish you were here tonight i wish you were here tonight woah-oh-ohhh sunsets and unrest and moonlight i’ll always remember when we were living the good life darling, its cold, hold my hand tight maybe soon i’ll find a way to see us in a good light (sunsets) i wish you were here tonight (i’ll always remember) i wish you were here tonight (maybe soon i’ll find a fi-fi-find a way) (darling its cold) i wish you were here tonight (see us in a good light) (maybe soon i’ll find a way, fi-find a way) woah-oh-ohhh
6.
apology 03:39
well i guess i should’ve seen it coming, it all had gone so wrong but i didn’t think that this would be the reason for this song and i know we had our differences but fuck i just can’t see the issue here, i just don’t know why you had to leave now its obvious, it’s apparent to me at the least that im losing it, and im breaking at the seams when its all just said and done you fucked me over, its your loss you’ll be wondering what happened but there’s a reason i don’t let people in say my name you never meant it i could be your romeo but honestly, i’d probably regret it “sorry baby” you never said it how could i expect you to apologize, im so fucking pathetic woah x4 lol its insane to me to think that maybe i’ll get better its hard for me to manage how i feel during this weather every day just like the last, my feelings for you came and passed i lost you in the autumn leaves i never thought you’d leave, but now its obvious, it’s apparent to me at the least that im losing it, and im breaking at the seams when its all just said and done you fucked me over, its your loss you’ll be wondering what happened but there’s a reason i don’t let people in say my name you never meant it i could be your romeo but honestly, i’d probably regret it “sorry baby” you never said it how could i expect you to apologize, im so fucking pathetic

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my 3rd ep (& first still available everywhere)

very special 2 me

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released December 25, 2020

prods: decks, caves, nevrfall, saint tomorrow, jolst
vox: decks, carlby, fantasy camp
mix/master: decks

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