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i just wanna leave the past behind me
but everything is different when you’re stuck inside of my head
i can’t fall back on you again now cuz you
hurt me in more ways than i could ever count
well i tried to find a way to make things work for you
but it was in vain cuz you left even when i told you the truth, oh
yeah i run it back all of the time now
making me wanna go lie down
all of the drama just died down
but i find out, im not fine now
you told me you were in love with the kid
obviously you were lying again
revisit memories time and again
but my memory hazes and i cannot win
i just wanna leave the past behind me
but everything is different when you’re stuck inside of my head
i can’t fall back on you again now cuz you
hurt me in more ways than i could ever count
its over
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I'm a loser, an insomniac
I feel addicted, getting back on track
with my indecisive ways I always
stay away from pain in the long run
poser, when I'm hoppin out the four door
closer, I just need your touch before
I choose to stay away from you
I stay away from pain in the long run
I been struggling lately
sudden loss, how it changed me
feel like evaporating
when I'm alone
the feeling cannot escape me
its driving me crazy
how you're choosing to wait
instead of going home
I'm struggling to get back on my feet
I've done this one too many times
yet I still wanna repeat
because I never learn at all
and that's my biggest fall
I've been running in circles tryna get your name out of my head
since last October you've been the weight on my chest
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i could be your remedy
but you never want me around in the evening
i could take the pain away
but you like to live with the problems you're seeking
its painful that im here for you
when you never see me next to you
be your remedy
but you never want me around in the evening
i need a new perspective on you and me
its crazy how this misdirection is so tempting
you're pulling me in and then pushing me out
all of the lies and the pity and doubt
won't get to me, i won't let them be, a burden
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here lies all the memories that im stuck with
do you want em back? they’ve not been touched since
the accident way back in september
my heart left with the blizzard in december
i’ve been used to your name, guess i’ll get used to you gone
you’re just another sad case, never a line in a song
(x2)
i’ve been distancing myself from you everyday
hoping that you’ll want me to go away
cuz i never wanted you around anyway
every moment with you was boring and grey
so yeah i switched up and im not too proud of it
i got a knack for ending things before they begin
i feel sorry at first but honestly that is it
cuz im toxic at my core and i don’t care for a fix
if i asked for another chance would u say no
baby ur the girl in all my dreams who makes the pain go
swear u bring the best all of out me whenever i say so
sitting on my shoulder ur my angel with a halo
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as watercolor fades
02:36
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in the morning
weather changes but i stay the same
but who's the one to blame
how much more can i say
about myself when there's
just nothing left for you to care about
you paint me now as watercolor fades
i don't know what i am searching for
theres a war inside my head
sometimes i wish that i was dead
so that i didnt have to
deal with thoughts like these
you fucked me up and
made me plead for love
i didnt need
for love i didn't need
I don't want you back
but that might be my only option
and I don't want you back
but without you im lost and broken
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ghost [prod. dead spyro]
02:30
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feels like im bursting through the seams
or maybe im just caught up in between
baby you were everything to me
then i left it hard for you to see
that i really cared about us both
maybe my love was just a joke
i think that soon i’ll come to know
that i’ve been in love with a ghost
with all of the time passed
the memories fly back
i can’t ever fight back
its hopeless
i’m losing it faster
the love and the laugher
im anxious and scattered
im holding on
take me far away from this sickness
make me fall away from the victim
i’ve feel i’ve been framed by your love
baby don’t your lose trust i got ur back in the long run
i remember all the time spent
every single day that i left
felt like i was bein watched, every second that we touched, can you blame me for losing my trust
feels like i’m buried thirty feet deep
memories are suffocating me
baby you were everything to me
now i gotta live my life without you
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on my own two feet
i been standin on my own two feet for too long
and i think that you were wrong about me
cuz i been tryin to help u baby can’t you see
yeah, baby can’t you see that i need closure
but you only like me when im sober
think im better off as a loner
im holding my breath
and watching my step
cuz all my idols
are dying so quick
i can’t be like them
i try to right my wrongs
i feel like everything is lost without you
baby feel like i’d be gone without you
i really caused this mess
i put you to the test
im better than the rest
just gotta show u 💫
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waste my time
all u wanted was to waste my time
never cared if i was hurting inside
i was a second away from another mistake
but i could never let u
waste my time
all u wanted was to waste my time
i shoulda never let u live my life
i was a second away
from feeling all of your pain
but it's over
i been dead in my casket
alone on the mattress
clinging to past tense
forever now
you been tryin to come back
keepin me on track
i know i don't want that
remember how
u left me hung out to dry
never a tear left to cry
u wasted all of my time
u don't deserve what is mine
my love is mine
i know im fine
my diamonds shine
and im a star in the night
how did you wake up every morning
wishing that i was someone else instead?
she been callin my phone, hitting my landline
but i don't trust these hoes so i just decline
after last time i don't want a rewind
i just want a refund for wasting all my time
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let me know what the move is
you already knew it
i been movin up in the world
goin through it
lotta people praying on my downfall
im just really hopin that i dont fall
i been on my own for a minute
now i got people around me
rollin up a spliff i let it
take all my surroundings
if u got my drift i keep
that energy around me
i be feeling drowsy
workin till im cloudy
purple on my feet i stay wearin my vans tho
drink all in my cup its helpin wit my mental
eyes red and im stressed out bout the next week
how am i boutta get out when they test me
i just pulled up and i lay low
we're gonna leave when say so
shawty be all on my brain tho
don’t stress cuz im paid tho
im tired and unstable
im so damn ungrateful
someone change the channel
think im stuck in cable
baby come and tell me that i mean something
tell me there ain't nothin rollin deep
baby i been drivin in a lease nothin is
stoppin me from scoopin u in 3
we could go and cruise in the morning
coupe be doin 40
c'mon don't ignore me
know that u been ghostin me for days
gettin home pretty late
i just wanna know ur ok <3
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stab my back cuz i can't take it
face my wrath im complicated
take me back im so frustrated
doing laps you're so impatient
life might stall
hate my walls
take my calls
just to break my fall
caught up in a bigger mess
than i first expected
you're second guessing me
not much of my family left
man im kinda stressed
i can't find affection
i just
wanna know how to get up out of jersey
i gotta move i gotta break im fucking burning
i miss it all when i was younger
all the memories i made
everything is different now
cuz nobody is in my way
miss my dad a ton but
you will never hear me say that
if he saw me he'd be proud
and thats on fuckin wayback
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black and white is comfortable cuz the grey is always a silver lining
i'm used to watching the cars pass and seeing my life flash by behind me
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now
[adny]
stab me in the back now
i'm workin' hard but they keep tellin' me to back down
every step, every move i make they always crack down
they say you'll never make it till you make it out of that town
every day is rain i just feel like king cyrus
everywhere i go i always feel like there's a bias
i'm thinking this'll never go away like a virus
and i'm still feeling blue like my iris
no i'm not syre
i don't smoke so i'm not gettin' higher
i've been feeling low talkin' flat like a tire
you told me you love me but i know that you're a liar
i hope this comes back to haunt you
for consolation yeah i still want you
but every time i speak about you i'm still gonna taunt you
baiting, berating, i'm stuck here decaying at 16
i think i should start medicating, i hate it
black and white is comfortable cuz the grey is always a silver lining
i'm used to watching the cars pass and seeing my life flash by behind me
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now (x2)
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